When I was even younger.. very young.. I had fantasies envolving being captured by someone of high standing. Like a prince or a nobelman who would then own me and do stuff to me, sexually. I also imagined being watched through the mirror when I was in the shower. It started out like that, in the shower, naked and vulnerable. Later it evolved. I would be held captured and had to touch myself and do stuff to myself, while, the imaginary people, watched me through the mirror.